Once an asshole, always an asshole
Third’s a charm. I’m stupid, I know
There’s only coal where there used to be soul
Still lost somehow in the fathoms below

You don’t want me near except when you do
“But please not too close or I’m ready to go” (chicken shit)
Don’t wanna resume the same cycle with you
Don’t wanna go back to ten ages ago

And every time I feel this way
I have to remember it’s you, and not me
You’re numb, you’re dumb, you’re stuck in gray
It’s all too fuddled, what we used to be

I feel like shit, I get so blue
I cry and I wonder, “what happened to you?”
My mind is so foggy it’s so hard to see
Then, boom! I remember. What happened was me.